It’s my intent to be positive and encouraging in this blog. I’m writing this to demonstrate that I am not some kind of domestic-culinary god but to remind everyone (including me) that some degree of frustration in the kitchen – as well as in life – is normal, and, while I can’t allow myself to wallow as I would like, it’s OK to admit to being human.
It’s December 30th, and I’ve had some kind of low-grade “cold/flu/ick” since Christmas. Between holiday preparations, and my utter lack of domestic enthusiasm, the kitchen has been a revolving mess for about a week now. Despite efforts to the contrary, I seem to be waking up to the same sized pile of dishes every morning: the contents of the pile change but it never seems to go away. There is a stack of 8 or 10 storage containers next to the sink that, if I’m being totally honest, I have rinsed out but have been collecting there for weeks, and, horror of horrors, this morning while I was making my coffee I noticed the bottom of my foot sticking to the floor next to the stove. EW! In short; I’m caught in a frustrating loop of having to clean the kitchen before I can cook a meal after which I can’t seem to muster the gumption to clean the kitchen again: I am defeated before I begin.
A year of careful cooking and endless ruminating has passed and I have managed to post a sum of three posts here. Not good. I have a back-up of articles written, and have only just managed to master both my digital camera and photo shop. So fingers crossed, there should be more content in the following year. Being forty, I’m begrudgingly learning that I can no longer retain information like I used to…or at all! I have the odd bit of luck, but I must get better at jotting notes down as I’m cooking and planning meals or face the consequence of having a spark or genius disappear into vapors. Not that I’m excepting genius, but it would suck to solve world hunger, or just perfect puff pastry (I’m not sure which is harder) and not remember the answer the next day. I’ve vowed to become obsessive about note taking and photo snapping in the next year.
Cooking continues, as it must, but inspiration is low. Two nights ago I roasted a chicken - my usually schedule being thrown off by the holiday - stuffed with Navel oranges and rubbed with butter and dried thyme. The orange flavor penetrated the breast more than I usually like, but it was still delicious. Last night I concocted a Moroccan Stew with some of the leftovers, chickpeas, squash, onions, cumin, cinnamon, tomatoes, stock, chili flakes, salt and pepper, which I finished with fresh lemon juice. I must confess the flavor profile was serviceable but kind of one note before I added the citrus: it’s amazing how much a squeeze of lemon can change a dish. I plan to remake the dish sometime after our first batch of preserved lemons is ready. The complete recipe for the stew will follow soon.
Well, the dishes await, but first, Wholefoods beckons.
And now a picture of my clean kitchen...
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